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| I'm with you all the way kitty!!!
Oh yeah bringing back the xanga!!!!!
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| no one would really care if I were to just be gone would they?
I can't do it I can't I'm not strong enough...
I don't want help I just want it all to go away
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No your wrong about one thing you and james do deserve eachother you both are horable people.
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fine
your right I'm a horrible person. I don't deserve you. I don't have
the right to love you. I don't deserve james. I don't deserve kelsey.
I'm a horrible person....I don't deserve a life....I'll leave you alone
now.....
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8/3/2006 11:25 PM so thats in agust.... we had our fight in july... over july 4th... Ya nice try there.
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I'm sorry that I wrote thouse thing so long ago. I had never been in a
fight with you and it hurt so badly. You always said that you couldn't
think about anything other than me that week. but you must know that it
was the same for me. I couldn't think about anything but you. Or how
stupid I was for saying anything. I was frustrated with everything. So
I'm sorry I'm sorry its different now...
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Are
you so arragont not to reconise your own words?? That was you. Writen
by you. About me. To james. ON HIS COMENTS. why dont you look agien.
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when
did I do such a thing? I would never do that! I told you I was going to
be nutral...I wasn't going to stop being with you or with him. He is an
asshole...well I don't know why but yes he is.... Come back from what?
I never went away. If I'm the only one that will listen then why do you
keep shutting me out? you said you had trouble trusting me but why? I
never did anything but love you!
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You played me. You played me like a violin. I am done with you. I dont have time for your kind. I am done.
why do I keep trying to be his friend.....
why the fuck is he such an asshole!!!
I can't wait for you to come
back!
You are the only one that will listen to me!
Just one of the couple of examples how i know.
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John
I need you! I don't know what happened. all of a sudden you stopped
talking to me. I need my brother back. I need you more than I can
comprehend. I don't know what to do or who to turn to. I could always
turn to you. you have always been there for me...so why aren't you here
now? Please John please. I need my brother back.
I love you
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| Mood: wants to die.
Yea so I haven't written here in a while but I don't think anyone reads here so I guess thats a good thing. Life really sucks right now... I'm failing english (I should be writing an essay thats due tomorrow but I can't concentrate) I don't even know how I'm failing. I do most if not all of my work....meh I donno. Why is it that everyone I talk to thinks that I'm not going to graduate? I mean yea ok so my grades all took a dive after all the shit I went through but still. It should get better right...or atleast thats what I thought would happen. but I was wrong again. I miss life being fun.
I miss john. he won't talk to me anymore. I don't really know what I'm going to do without him. why does everyone keep leaving me? My dad, the one person I thought would be there forever, my best friend, a person who knew how to make me smile, now my brother. I don't see anyway that life could really get worse.... Dancing used to help....drawing did too....both of those don't work anymore. They remind me of things that are painful to remember. I can't read, I don't have the concentration. meh I donno.
if anyone is reading and whats to know more...I guess just talk to me.... I have an essay to write.
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| The candy shop is opening tomorrow!!! Everyone should come and get some candy it is at 3952 sebastopol rd! Its called Anna's Candy House and umm we are getting the sign put up tomorrow and its opening day and everyone should come. ^_^ | | |
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